October 11, 2007 ; 10:35 PM♥
❤ Be my SunShine {:
KENAPA OH KENAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
gw bosan begini terus, semua yg gw kerjain ga prnh ada yg bnr!
semua yg gw pengen ga prnh bisa kecapai dengan mulus.
i know that there are a lot of obstacles in my life.
tapi ga berarti setiap masalah harus ada halangannya kan?
dr jaman duluuu! 19 thn gw idup 19 thn jg ga prnh gw pgn something dengan mulus.
org bilang susah2 dahulu senang2 kemudian.
gw selalu susah2 dahulu and in the end gw cuma dpt sesuatu dengan sesal!
GRRRRRR!
ga tau deh gw mao ketawa nangis apa loncat2 seneng dengan muka nangis?
XDDDDD
ok~ sbnrnya ga cuma 1 hal, tpi tdinya neh masalah ga gitu gw pusingin.
cuma mendadak dicampur2 sama yg laen.
jadi nyatu semuanya! damn~ i'm stress.
udh masalah rumah, nyokap, skg masalah "ini"
entah deh~ gw ga mao cerita masalah ini ke sapa2 sbnrnya. cukup gw pusing sendiri.
but i think i got a friend to accompany me go stress.
*rollseyes*
ga tau dehhhh~
hari ini orang2 semua buat gw bingung dr kmrn seh sbnrnya
=___=;;
my rambling yesterday
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
*bangshead*
geez~
i dunno what to react.
pissed off? or pretend there's nothing happen.
i said that "maybe i can postpone it."
i din say i postponed it!
OMG~ i said that clearly! >.<;
and now, who to blame?
i couldnt blame u, i know u r TOO busy.
damn busy! but dun use that reason to abandon me.
do u know that it hurts? it hurts so much.
and when i called u 2hours ago, but he cut off my line!
now what? even i couldnt speak to my own mom. =]
and just now my uncle called me, he forbide me to call u again today.
its ok~ i'm used to it already.
u know i hate HIM so much, but he OFFERS me something that i'm dying to have it.
he gives me attention that i need, he offers me love that i want.
what can i say?
LONELY.
got nothing to say~
but life was given by God in a great box with the beautiful ribbon on it.
what are we expect in there is joy, contenment and an abundace of love.
but we also find in that life . . pain, despair, and loneliness.
they are all parts of the same box called life.
its not until u dive into it and experience all of it that u will really know life.
we learn from pain as much as we learn from joy.
=]
*sorry for being random here*
*sniff*
-ibettergosleep-
